I Shouldn't Love You: Heartbeat
I am in love with someone I shouldn’t be, but that doesn’t stop me from doing whatever it takes to get his attention. Even as Kayden pushes away and shuts me out, I don’t give up on what my heart wants.
I will have him, but only if he accepts me as I am. He may be my first love, but no one owns me. I do what I want, and he can never change that.
How can I accept her life choices? Hating myself because I can’t control my feelings, and hating her for not bowing down to my demands, I am a loose cannon. There is no lid to my rage when I hear the word, “no.”
One heartbeat, two hearts, one string ties us together forever. I must learn to look the other way or suffer immensely without her.
I Shouldn't Love You: Letters
Fate once again interferes with my plans. It snatched Daddy away, and now was plopping him back into my world through a series of letters that had been hidden away for years.
I know Kay’s secret. In fact, I have one of my own where Bryson is concerned. How can I condemn her for never letting him go, when I hadn’t either?
I have one goal, win back my baby girl. When I learn who her husband is, and what kind of lifestyle I would have to embrace in order to have her, my conscience struggles with right and wrong. Can there be a happily ever after? My first love and my true love are so close, but still off limits. To have them, I have to reprogram every thought and ideal in my brain.